Your still on my mind.
I don't quite know why.
Things are over, have been for fucking 6 months.
Why does my heart still skip a beat when i see you or a picture of you?
Why do I still think about what we had?

Then I thought we would last forever.
Then I thought things were the best.
But that was 4 months into a 6 months hell.
You had suffocated me.
Only allowing me to talk or hang with you.
I lost a lot of wonderful friends, over a guy.

I wish I could go back.
but then i wouldn't have the friends i have now
I wouldn't be going on 6 months with the best guy ever.

I wish I could of done something.
You did the same thing you did to me to another girl.
Suffocated her and made her life a living hell.

You think your the shit.
You've become the thing you said you hate the most.

You had said so many things that you would never do
But you went and did them, not giving a fuck.
Only wanting to do what was good for you.

Can you see how happy I am now?
What do you think about?
Do you even care?

I shouldn't be thinking these things, your the past.
I've accepted that its over between us.
I've for the most part over it.
But i just cant get you& who i thought you were.

I should of known in the beginning, there were so many signs.
I took so much hurt, so much stress.

What the fuck was I thinking?
Why the fuck am I still thinking of your ass?

Was it because you were that "bad guy" that every girl wants?
It ended so early.
Why cant I just get over it?